Memory fading

1997 was my last visit to the Santa Fe Insti­tute as a grad­u­ate researcher, as I recall. I spent a few weeks in the Fall, fin­ish­ing (I imag­ined) my Ph.D. research and work­ing up a first pre­sen­ta­tion of my research on fit­ness land­scapes, mul­ti­ob­jec­tive opti­miza­tion in phar­ma­co­log­i­cal design, and the phi­los­o­phy of func­tion in struc­tural biol­ogy to the Biol­ogy Depart­ment at my home institution.

[Not long after, they allowed how it must make a very good com­puter sci­ence or math degree or some­thing, because they couldn’t fol­low it at all. So the next time I vis­ited SFI, it was as an Entre­pre­neur; that was more com­fort­able, to be hon­est. In a way. My advi­sor started a com­pany about then doing what… well, things sim­i­lar to what I was also doing, we’ll say.]

But those were nice days. Nice place, SFI. We all miss it — it’s dif­fer­ent now, I hear.

Aside from the mul­ti­ob­jec­tive stuff, and the ori­gin of life sims, and the grammar-​​based chem­istry stuff, and the Tierra fork Simon Fraser wrote, and this and that neat research, I made wind chimes out of hard drive disks, and helped set up Ian Malcolm’s SFI web page (he was fac­ulty at SFI, accord­ing to Michael Crich­ton) … and one day in Octo­ber I tried to morph all the peo­ple in the build­ing into a sin­gle image.

That one never got very far. The soft­ware for the Mac was crap back then: all PICT based and kludgy and full of Sys­tem 7 (!) good­ness. I think I was work­ing on a Quadra 900 at the time; shared the desk with Ken Arrow.

But now, ten years along, I’ve lost the names of some of the peo­ple whose por­traits I took. Should teach me for not tak­ing good notes, when I know I rarely fin­ish any­thing within a decade.

Well, any­way. These aren’t sin­gle peo­ple:
14 October 1997: morphed Santa Fe Institute quadruples14 October 1997: morphed Santa Fe Institute quadruples14 October 1997: morphed Santa Fe Institute quadruples14 October 1997: morphed Santa Fe Institute quadruples

And I don’t know who some of these com­po­nent (actual) peo­ple are at all. Some I do, of course: Stu Kauff­man (who was my advi­sor), Cyn­thia Breazeal (who was using Post-​​Its for Kismet’s ears back then), some of the staff. But some of my best friends on staff and peo­ple with whom I had long late-​​night con­ver­sa­tions about phi­los­o­phy and sci­ence and the world as it should be? Nada.

So mem­ory, she does me no good.

Maybe that’s what social net­works are for. Dis­trib­uted stor­age and processing.

2 thoughts on “Memory fading

  1. I saw Stu last week at a sem­i­nar. He was happy because he had just fin­ished his book that morn­ing. I’m afraid I can’t tell which pic­ture he’s in, though.

  2. I’m not sure I used him in the com­pos­ites. He’s in the Flickr set I linked to, though.

    That’s what I need help with.

    And by the way, poke him in the shoul­der (lightly) and tell him to call me back dammit. I’ve got some things he really wants to know about. Plus, your news that he’s still upright is the only word any of us old stu­dents have heard in five years. So… poke, please.

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